Seriously, guys! How long does it take for my blog to get really popular?
Oh, that long? Really?
But I don't have any comments!
Oh, that's normal? ....huh
Well, I guess I just need to keep plugging along and trying to provoke a response from the whoever-you-ares who read/have read this.
But I really don't have a lot to say. So, I'll just ramble. That should fill up a post nicely.
Nihilism. I didn't realize there was a name for it. Being an atheist, and rather gloomy, I was somewhat naturally inclined to feel that way. However, dear Hubby and I had a rather in-depth discussion last night (and considering he's probably the only person who checks this, there's not a real need to post this). He says his purpose is to make peoples' lives better, to enjoy life as much as he can. I just can't quite wrap my head around that. But I'm going to try to focus on that and see if I can't achieve the same opinion.
Maybe some people need faith to feel purposeful. But I think I would rather have a gloomy outlook than to go back on my views of religion, which are rather harsh. I find myself in a degenerate path. I'm gloomy because I feel there's no purpose. I feel cynical because of the gloominess. Feeling cynical makes me feel more gloomy. Downward and onward, over and over. I get sad because I'm sad.
I really have nothing to be upset about. I have a great life. Really, I do! Not to sound pompous or boastful, but I have a great husband, a great apartment, a great job, a great (and I use the term great loosely here... ) car (hey, it drives!), great friends. There's no reason for me to feel cynical. And yet, I still find myself feeling bitter towards people. What a Debbie Downer!
On a lighter note! I had an exam in Sociology today and I feel that it went really well actually. Sociology is a very strange class. Basically, sociology so far has consisted of taking all the things that we know, common sense regarding people, and gives it fancy names. That makes it pretty easy to study and learn in that class.
My University Studies teacher is still grinding my gears. GIVE THE TIRADE ON MICROSOFT A REST, ALREADY! Sorry, I'm better. Seriously though! Several times a class period, "Stupid Microsoft!" "Damn Windows!" "Windows copied Apple and got it all wrong! They ruin everything!" It gets old. Really fast.
I applied for a different position at my job. I would really love the dollar an hour raise. That would be nice. It's a slightly more stressful position, I would be managing all of our projects and making sure they were being worked on by the appropriate people. THE POWER!
I think I've blathered on enough for one day. I need to pay attention in class.
bye.
Oh, that long? Really?
But I don't have any comments!
Oh, that's normal? ....huh
Well, I guess I just need to keep plugging along and trying to provoke a response from the whoever-you-ares who read/have read this.
But I really don't have a lot to say. So, I'll just ramble. That should fill up a post nicely.
Nihilism. I didn't realize there was a name for it. Being an atheist, and rather gloomy, I was somewhat naturally inclined to feel that way. However, dear Hubby and I had a rather in-depth discussion last night (and considering he's probably the only person who checks this, there's not a real need to post this). He says his purpose is to make peoples' lives better, to enjoy life as much as he can. I just can't quite wrap my head around that. But I'm going to try to focus on that and see if I can't achieve the same opinion.
Maybe some people need faith to feel purposeful. But I think I would rather have a gloomy outlook than to go back on my views of religion, which are rather harsh. I find myself in a degenerate path. I'm gloomy because I feel there's no purpose. I feel cynical because of the gloominess. Feeling cynical makes me feel more gloomy. Downward and onward, over and over. I get sad because I'm sad.
I really have nothing to be upset about. I have a great life. Really, I do! Not to sound pompous or boastful, but I have a great husband, a great apartment, a great job, a great (and I use the term great loosely here... ) car (hey, it drives!), great friends. There's no reason for me to feel cynical. And yet, I still find myself feeling bitter towards people. What a Debbie Downer!
On a lighter note! I had an exam in Sociology today and I feel that it went really well actually. Sociology is a very strange class. Basically, sociology so far has consisted of taking all the things that we know, common sense regarding people, and gives it fancy names. That makes it pretty easy to study and learn in that class.
My University Studies teacher is still grinding my gears. GIVE THE TIRADE ON MICROSOFT A REST, ALREADY! Sorry, I'm better. Seriously though! Several times a class period, "Stupid Microsoft!" "Damn Windows!" "Windows copied Apple and got it all wrong! They ruin everything!" It gets old. Really fast.
I applied for a different position at my job. I would really love the dollar an hour raise. That would be nice. It's a slightly more stressful position, I would be managing all of our projects and making sure they were being worked on by the appropriate people. THE POWER!
I think I've blathered on enough for one day. I need to pay attention in class.
bye.
